Trusting You

Here's a video taken of us singing our song "Trusting You".  This video was taken several weeks ago in California at a gathering with David Hoffmeister.  Our friend Jason Press played the keyboards.  Enjoy!

Series of concerts: "Walk with the Spirit"

I am sooooo happy to share what has come to us as we are resting along a lake in Hanover, ON...

Last Saturday was our first concert "Walk with the Spirit" at the retreat at Lloyd's in Kirkfield where we shared almost all our songs and our path through them... And today we feel that it was just the beginning.... we feel guided to offer this concert over and over again wherever we are invited to, wherever there is a Call to go deeper in the mind and step into Trust that everything is always given, and every prayer always answered!

Thank You Spirit, God, Life, Everyone....
It is soooo amazing to watch what's given!!!!!

Joy Joy JOy...
So if you are interested or inspired by a "Walk with the Spirit" concert, contact me or Erik... wherever you are, we will be happy to answer the Call...

Lots of love... Armelle

P.S. Enjoy the following short video clip that our friend Jason took of us at our recent concert...

Open to Wherever the Calling of our Heart wants to lead us...

With our cross-Canada adventure winding down soon, Armelle and I are opening ourselves wide open to invitations to any part of the world where there may be a strong Calling for greater depth in terms of practical application of Course principles. After a period of deep inner healing these past few weeks, it feels like the next step for us now will be a mixture of more travel and sharing of our music... as well as some quiet time to for prayer, meditation, and Spirit-guided projects.  We're completely open to going wherever in the world we are Called, therefore, I wanted to make this post to put the word out there that we are totally available for invitations from anyone who feels a strong inspiration to join with us! 

When we joined with David (Hoffmeister) recently about what he felt might be our next step, Ireland came to his mind, and so we are certainly open to any strong invitations to travel there.  Armelle has also been having Spain come to mind a bit lately, and so an extended stay in Europe may be in the cards for us next.  One practical consideration we have is that our bank account only has about $700 USD in it right now, and so any invitation for us to travel overseas would most likely have to be strong enough to include a miracle around the financial aspect of it. We also have many friends in Canada and the U.S. whom we've joined with at various times these past couple of years and who have given us warm invites to come visit again, and yet we just have to feel out where our Heart's Calling feels the strongest...

Therefore, if you feel a stirring in your heart around the idea of us coming to visit you to hold a gathering or even just to connect, even if you don't know how that will happen practically, please feel free to email or call us directly.  We're all on this journey together, and even if we don't end up traveling to you in form this time around, it may simply be a prompt for us to connect using the many wonderful technologies that are now available! 

With all our Heart, we wish you an experience of Joy and Inspiration, and look forward to joining with you soon!

Erik & Armelle

707-364-0957

erikarchbold@gmail.com

dancinginthelight1@gmail.com

P.S.  If you're interested in joining our Canada tour Facebook page, just search for "ACIM Canada Tour 2011" under Facebook groups, and click "Join".  Lots of Love...

Two weeks in...

Well, Armelle and I are about two weeks into our cross-Canada tour with Jason Warwick, and I woke up this morning with a prompt to update the "Where We Are Now:" section of this blog, since it's been quite a while since I did that...

We just arrived in Winnipeg yesterday and are now staying at the house of a new friend of ours, Karina.  Our other friends, Kerri and KJ, flew here a few days ago from Utah and will be joining us on the bus for the rest of the trip to Quebec.  The trip has been incredibly healing for me, helping me to see many long-standing patterns of mine which reflect the way my ego rebels against the Spirit's plan.  It's been quite humbling, and I will be forever grateful to Jason, Armelle, Geoff, and all the others on this trip who've been instrumental in helping to flush these patterns into my awareness.

If you're interested in following us on Facebook (assuming you already have a Facebook account), we have a Facebook group called "ACIM Cross Canada Tour 2011" which you can join to see all the photos, videos, and updates we've posted there from our tour!

The east-bound tour will end in Toronto on Oct 7th, and after that, it feels like Guidance may be coming in for Armelle and I to fly to Europe!  Its not for certain, but as always, we're wide open to any invitations from people who feel inspired to host us for any length of time, and for some reason, Europe, and specifically, Spain, keep coming to mind.  So we'll just stay open and see...

Feel free to contact us anytime if you wish to connect!

Lots of Love,
Erik

Acim Cross Canada Tour

Erik and I have been guided to join our friend Jason Warwick, for a Cross Canada Tour. I cannot express how much Joy there is for me, it's amazing! I'm helping out with the coordination of the tour once on the road and all the practicalities for it, as well as "organizing" the encounters or gathenings for the eastern part, and even french speaking Quebec! This is so amazing!!!!!! JOY JOY JOY.....

This road trip will start on the 29th of August in Vancouver Island and will last one month for one way heading out to Quebec city around the end of September. We'll be traveling in a RV that our friend Geoff (from Canada), who was praying for his next step, bought for the trip and will be moving in as we go and leaving his house!!! Our other friend Julie, who was ready to leave her house too and live in community at the Peace House there on the Island is coming for the whole trip too and the sixth is our friend Kerri, who is now stewarding the Master Peace in Utah and coordinating the dismanteling of this house as well as the building of it (such a wonderful project to be on... so symbolic!!!).
I am so happy to be on this tour.... so happy!!!!!

the theme of the tour is "Everything is given". Jason and I will give a paltalk to share more about all the miracles on Sunday the 10th at 8pm eastern time, 6pm Utah, 5pm  pacific! you can listen on www.acimgather.org

Jason made a trailer for the tour here is the link on you tube, and very soon there will be another video with all of us too...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ur6v0zIHKas&feature=youtu.be ENJOY!!
And here is the link to the facebook group http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_119391904815793&ap=1

the Purpose of the tour is to celebrate that awakening is a collaborative adventure and an opportunity to share and extend the Joy of being in Purpose...

So if you feel inspired and want to join with us, contact me at "armelle@livingmiraclescenter.org" or 1 707 364-0957, we would be so happy to meet you....

More information will follow.... I can already say that we will stop at Nelson, Calgary, Edmonton, Winnipeg, Thunderbay, Kirkfield, Toronto, Montreal and Quebec.

See you soon....
Soooo much love

This is the image of the Tour

And here is the song....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLQ2joJ_BrI&feature=fvst
"People get ready... there's a train a coming... you don't need no baggage, just get on board. You don't need no ticket, just THANK THE LORD!!!!!!"

So get ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And remember... EVERTYHING IS GIVEN!!!!!!!

Lots and lots and lots of LOOOOOOVE
Armelle

Freedom and Wholeness in exposing private thoughts

Being at the Monastery and at the Lighthouse since one week now, I want to share and extend my experience in deepening the trust in my Mighty Companions and opening up fully to share all those crazy thoughts that are going on in what seems to be "my" mind, but is really THE mind thinking it is split.

It tells me so many awful things about who I think myself to be, or others and try to keep me from joining in the Truth. But since the beginning of this path, I've been so deeply drawn to share those private thoughts, or what seems to be. For once shared, what is seen, is that I am not the only one to feel or think that way;-))) Yes, it's THE mind, not "my" mind!

So since arrived here, I've been sharing so many deep dark dark thoughts and found such a release in that transparency... No need to play any role, to try to live up to seeming expectations from "others", trying to make up so that no one will see what I'm trying to hide, nothing to prove nor improve.... Being naked in the face of everyone, sharing that One Purpose, is so deeply releasing and revealing.

From there, Truth is naturally revealing itself in such an effortless way! Nothing to do, no one to do it! A sense of Wholeness is coming naturally and effortlessly, I don't have to make anything happen nor repeat mantra to know that I am Whole; It's just the experience offered in that released from all what I am not and opening up to the Innocence in everything.

Feeling so unconditionally loved an accepted by those around sharing that same Purpose is so healing! I don't have to be any specific way to be loved. Just being who I am!

I am not those thoughts, you are not them either. I don't have to protect myself against anything, nor defend... it is not the Truth!!! In that seeing, experiencing... I am Free! And so are You;-)

With sooooo much Love
Armelle

Whoever feels to join with me in that Purpose of sharing and exposing the ego, is really welcome to call me on skype. My username is 'armellesix'

Indiana Gathering, May 23rd 2011

Last week we stayed in southern Indiana with our friend Connie for a few days at her beautiful cabin/retreat center "The Quiet Answer" and did a gathering on Monday night with her Course in Miracles group.  Armelle and I shared a few of our songs, some stories about our relationship, how we practice the Course in our lives, etc..

I was prompted to record the session and put it up here on the blog for those who were unable to attend, so if you feel inspired to listen to it (it was about two and a half hours total), you can either click on the link and directly listen to it online, or you can right click on the link and click on "save as" in order to download it to your computer as an mp3 file.  Enjoy!

http://dl.dropbox.com/u/18949318/Indiana_Gathering_May_23_11.mp3

Love,
Erik

Coming in the Joy, healing unworthiness

Two or three days before leaving California, I was listening to a lot of worship music, and I had that feeling of being like the singers but not being able to express it for lack of confidence, not a good rythm, maybe even not always singing right and some fear... As I was listening I felt myself entering more and more in an helpless state of mind about that, recognizing that I coudln't do anything, nor change it, there was no need to try to improve myself, for I tried, and it didn't work! It was more reinforcing that there was really something wrong with me and my singing.
So I was desperatly crying my heart out, for I love so much singing, and I feel my heart calling me to that so strongly. At some point, I felt a total surrender happening and the words coming in my mouth as a prayer to Jesus were "ok, I stop! I totally stop trying to sing, to do it my way, to be the one directing. I cannot do it by myself, so I let You guide... And no matter what, I'm gonna trust it's for my best and follow You", I felt there was a totally given up of trying to make it happen, or making sure I'll be singing again... it was just about putting everything in the right order, and giving the priority to Purpose, to Jesus, before the desire for singing. It felt like the letting go of another identity;

The day after, Erik asked me if I wanted to sing with him. Which we did. And it was awesome, so effortless... I didn't recognize the voice that was singing, there was a deep deep Joy, and I was crying after each song almost! At some point we sang "Trusting You", one of the last song I wrote, on which we've been collaborating so much and that has been soooo healing for me since its writing! As I was singing, I felt being carried and lifted up.... and I had that feeling of being surrounded by angels, escorting me to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. There was so much light, it was fabulous. I cried so much...

On the Monday, two days later, we left Petaluma to go at Patrick's house in Sacramento. He had offered to host us for our last night and driving us to the airport. We were planning on going first to the course group in Marin and then going at his place.
There I was watching my mind and seeing some competition thoughts still and also some jealousy thoughts. And I felt that tiredness about that, and a huge determination to go to the root of that. The more I was taking the FULL responsibility of everything I was perceving and feeling about that, the more joy there was; I realized that I never fully took the 100% responsibility for the jealousy, there was always a little bit left because of something or someone;-)) Here I was determined!
After that, I prayed to God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit to show me the way, to show me the thruth, and felt again that helplessness... like a surrender to thinking I could do it by myself, no I couldn't! I was humble enough to recognize that I just don't know what to do and how to do it..

At some point, the teacher was reading a section of chapter 18, setting of the goal, and I was still in a prayer state, and I had that insight...
I was brought back in my past and looking at all the times where there has been changes in my life and that I had expectations on how things were supposed to go and how I felt. Each time I felt it was because of me, each time I had given it the meaning that I was unworthy!!!!! And here I was shown that the ONLY reason that there had been all those changes was for me an opportunity to recognize, to realize that I was the unchanging behing all those changes. It was given in order to transcend the belief that I could be affected by the changes, that it meant anything about me, and that I could be something that changes, and accept that I am only what never changes, and that I can never be touch by all what changes... WOW, it was awesome, such a deep deep realization!
I put my arms in the air, feeling so FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A huge smile on my face. I was ready to jump off my chair and shout the love and joy that I was feeling, but I kept it a moment, the group was almost done;-)) I HAVE NEVER BEEN UNWORTHY was the underlying realization of all that!!!! I've always been wrong!!!!

Right after, Sharong invited Erik and I to sing one or two song. And I shared the insight, I couldn't keep it for myself, I wanted to extend that freedom!!
We started by "Trusting You", and I cannot explain what happens, but I felt the Spirit was pouring in me, it was so strong, as a huge rain pouring in a storm, I was all shaking, and still singing. He was singing through me, totally. The experience was washing me away! I felt like the personality has been thrown out, for there was no room for it to stay anywhere! wow!

And since then it keeps being deeper and deeper and everything that I thought before is just gone!
There is just the JOY, and Passion!!!!

I wanted to extend that Joy, Love and Gratitude for everything and everyone... this path, this undoing of all what I am not, is so worthet, so fabulous.... Don't keep anything! look at everything, don't take it seriously.... it's not the Truth!!

This road trip is so awesome, so deeply healing... I'm so grateful!

Lots of Love
Armelle

How God speak to us...

On the way to go to Cincinnati, we had just one hour between our two flights in Philadelphia, and for some reason, I was having a craving for a piece of pizza (??? really???)
We ordered one for both of us, and I sat at the only table available at that very moment, while Erik was waiting in the line. I said the "Only to be truly helpful" prayer once sit, and looked around. I felt soooo happy... no specific reason! At some point, I heard the phone conversation of the guy behind me that I even didn't notice before... "I Love You soooo much Son. I can't wait to see you. I'm so proud of you!" wow, it was amazing, for I didn't hear anything else!!!! I felt like God was talking to me...
I had tears in my eyes... so much Gratitude for EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right after that, I realized that I was in the same airport three years before, feeling a sense of lack of meaning and some sadness, traveling to Montreal and the north of Quebec. And now I was realizing that I was feeling so full of God, so content for no specific reason, and traveling with Erik. Once again, I was shown that all of what I dreamed about at some point had come to being my experience... and cried again! So much Gratitude to all what is given... "Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven, and all things will be added unto you..."

With Love
Armelle

Journaling with Jesus May 10th

May 10^th

This came as I was meditating and felt writing. Seeing this unity, this oneness is what is expressing itself through every of us, because it uses what has been made to be undone and realizing then, when time is no longer there, that is has never been, that there was never any separate parts, no time, no space. But it’s not an intellectual knowing, it’s an experience that shows you in that Moment, that none of it is real. For there is nothing outside what is. It’s complete by Itself. And then bodies still seem to move and do and act, but You, You know, You are in Heaven, and they are just images in the mind that have no reality whatsoever. It’s just one dream, meaning nothing. You are the Meaning, the Ultimate and Only Meaning there is. Totally abstract, for no word could enter it.

Hi Jesus, Wow, this day is rich in different kind of insight and deeper questioning!

I’d like first have a look at power and magic. I give the power to magic to “heal” and because I believe in their power, they are used by the Spirit to reduce the fear when it’s too high to accept a miracle. So in a sense, it seems to me as if I am giving to magic the power of my mind, but of which I am too afraid. It’s like I don’t want to recognize how powerful my mind is, and therefore I give the power to some agents outside me, whatever they are, to do what my mind can do (that I am aware of it or not) and that only happens in the mind.

Yes, you project onto something or someone outside you that they have some kind of power that you don’t have, and that they can heal and you don’t, which makes you feel powerless, but the “good” side of it that keeps it going on is that you don’t have responsible for what happens “to you”. You keep being a victim of the world, of others, of sickness, of emtions, etc… So you cannot change anything! But actually magic of all kinds are just the reflection of the decision in your mind to heal. In themselves they have no power. That’s why you cannot really explain the phenomenon of healing as long as you believe it’s coming from outside. It has to be recognized that the agent is only the reflection of the mind, and that the healing is happening in the mind. Healing is not of the body. It can be reflected in the body as en effect of a healed mind, but it’s not always the case, and if it’s not, it doesn’t mean anything.

So, as long as I am not ready to fully accept the power of my mind, or that I don’t want to recognize it, it keeps being projected outside me, whether on magic as healing devices or also on authority figures that I then believe have power over me?

Yes, as long as you don’t want to face something, to look at the guilt that is in the mind, you’ll keep projecting it outside. And you’re afraid of this power, because you do believe you’ve misused to separate from God, and so you could do it again. So you are trying to hide the fact that you believe you are responsible for the separation, that you’ve done something wrong. And as long as you will push that in and not look at it, it will keep coming in many different forms, so that you see it and release it. You’ve never done anything wrong because separation never happened. So you never misused your power, which is God’s. That’s why it’s so powerful, because He created you as Him. You even have the power to give power to what has none and believing it, the power to make up a world which doesn’t exist and believe it’s real and getting caught in it. But if you have that power, you also have the power to undo it and realizing that nothing has happened. All that it takes is your willingness to want nothing else but Truth, Reality.

Yeah… but even if I wanted very strongly separate I couldn’t because it has never been God’s Will and therefore not mine either. Because nothing can happen that is not God’s Will. So I can believe it has happened because there is a voice in my head that tells me so, and because I wanted it I believe I did it, and I am responsible. That’s why I hide, because I feel guilty of that thought of wanting something else than God, more or different. So I hide the guilt, because I’m afraid others will see it. And the best way to hide it is to project it on others, so that they become the guilty ones, and I am innocent. But then I lost my power. As I always have that thought deep down that I did something wrong, that all that has happened because of me, I keep feeling attacked and I keep react to make sure that nobody will see what I’m hiding. So I do everything to hide the guilt. By doing so, I make it very real, as well as the error. That’s why the undoing of the error, goes through the undoing of the guilt, and the exposing of those thoughts of guilt, so that I can recognize more and more that they are not true, that it’s just nothing and that I don’t have to fear anything and certainly any punishement because I never did anything wrong. That’s what leads me to see that separation never happened at the first place and therefore that all what I believed has happened after this first moment where the thought of guilt or fear entered the mind, has never happened either. I never left the Mind of God, I am not a body, and they are no six billions of other bodies, nor any world out there. That time and space never came into existence, and that Eternity is still Everything there is, as Is God.

Exactly! We are in God, right Now. Nothing else exists. Nothing else happens.

So, there is no one who is not ready to accept how powerful it is now?

No, there isn’t! Readiness still implies the idea of time, and that something that is not true now will happen in the future, will then be true. But Truth IS True Now. There is only Now!

Let’s keep going in this direction because one of the other things that came to me was time. Seeing that my belief in time was blocking my total acceptance of the Atonement Now. But if there is no future because there is only now, and nothing that is not true now because the Truth is eternal, then it means that even if there is a belief in time, it can’t be a block?

No, it can’t. What You are, You are it, Now. There is no doubt about that. I have no doubt about that, God has no doubt about that. But you do! You don’t fully believe that. You still believe you are in this body, living a life in time and space. So your experience is not one of eternity. It’s an experience of time, with a past, present and future. Where the past seems to be real and causing the future, and the present is only the junction between both to assure the continuity of time. That’s how the ego has made it. But you are not the ego, neither the body. But the ego tells you that you are and you keep listening to it and believing it. And what you believe you see. So as long as you will listen to the ego instead of the Holy Spirit or Me, you’ll see this world with bodies, and you’ll believe what it tells you. When you listen to the Holy Spirit in a consistent way, you start believing what it tells you, even if you don’t see it, because you see its effects. And therefore you believe more and more and you see more and more the reflection of that shift in mind. And it seems to take time, only because you believe you are in time. You cannot understand that, but once you’ll come to the full recognition and acceptance of the Correction of the errors, you’ll that it didn’t take time, for there is no time. Now it seems to be a process only because you are still listening to the ego that tells you that time exists, that you have a past and a future - that you are ruining by listening all those craziness - otherwise how could you be there? But in Truth you are not there. You just sleep and dream you are.

So I cannot believe it is instantaneous as long as I believe in time, because it is like a protection to keep believing I am here, because I’m still valuing other things that are related to time, this world, the body, and I don’t want only the Truth yet. So as I am still afraid of losing something that I believe is real, at some level at least, I use time as an excuse. So I believe it can block me from the acceptance of the Atonement, but again it’s just in my mind. Again I give power to something that has none, as it doesn’t exist, therefore it seems to have some, and I seem to be “stuck” in time.

But who is the one that seems to be stuck in time? Can the Son of God be stuck in time? He can dream He is, but He can never be. He cannot be anywhere else than in His Father’s Mind. For it has never been His Will.

Yes, I am not the one who believes is here, in this world, in time. Who I am cannot be in this world, so cannot be trapped in it either, and even more because this world is an illusion and doesn’t exist at all.

Wow, it’s fabulous! This day is and has been amazingly deep, and go deeper and deeper in all those thoughts that came to me today is awesome! It keeps me going down the rabbit whole! I love it!

I was still reflecting on having told to Erik “you never hurt me, it was only thoughts, never You!” and some memories of the past came up where I could still feel some guilt around what happened and it was great to have the opportunity to look at it and undo all what had been believed about that, for I could see that the memory was kept alive by the guilt that was still felt and forgotten. And this is such a very powerful statement, because it undoes all thoughts of victimization and even that it is possible to be a victim. Again it comes down to the power of the mind. It’s a way of taking back the power that I’ve given away by thinking I could be hurt by something other than my thought, or even that I could hurt, which again comes back to hurt myself. For both are the insurance of the continuity of the guilt. In both cases there is guilt whether it’s in me or I project it outside on the other. And therefore there must be separation.

Yes, you recognize that you are the one at the core of this game, and if you withdraw your investment in guilt, you can also see that nothing happened, that it was just in your mind, where the power is, where Truth is, and that there was never anything outside it. Guilt is what keeps the whole story of separation going on! You hold the others in prison with keeping the guilt, whether projected or in yourself. For as long as you are guilty, you cannot see another innocent. If you are a victim, they have to be seen as a victor or as a savior. By playing a role, you keep them in a role, and so neither of you is free! It’s like you gave them the power to define you, to tell you who you are. There need to be another for you to exist, and therefore you want them to keep being who you think they are so that you can still being who you think you are. Otherwise you’ll feel lost, not knowing who you are anymore if you cannot define yourself the way you know you, and you’ll have to seek again. And here it’s the opportunity to go inward and find, by following the Holy Spirit, instead of keeping seeking outside where you will never find yourself.

Yes, everywhere where there is guilt, then what happened is real, so the past is real, people are real, the world is real therefore I am. For as soon as there is time, I am there too. There are bodies and the world is real. But as soon as the guilt is gone, then there is nothing to hold onto the past as real, so there is no fear of the future anymore, so no concern, and time drops for the eternal Presence of Now…

Yes! And that’s all there is, Now!

Great! One more thing that I’d like to talk about for it is still in my mind. I know everything you’ve said is so great and goes deep. But I feel that has been a recurrent fear that came several times. It’s the fear of falling. I face that when I see someone near an edge (often in movies), where there is high, or at the top of a building or something like that. I feel the fear that they might slip or be pushed and then the body will fall in the air (emptiness) and then crash on the ground and die. So I guess even deeper, it is the fear of death. Which I think in my mind is also associated with the fear of healing because there is a belief that if I wake up, then the body will be gone. That’s I think the biggest fear, the loss of the body! So for sure, in that statement, I make the body real, and that’s surely why I fear losing it. For how can I lose something that never was, and is not?

It’s really the fear of the unknown. “I want to know what’s gonna happen”! Not knowing is intolerable for the ego. Being based on a thought system based on fear, it always needs to be reassured for everything. Being in time, it’s based on the past being real and therefore fearing the future. As soon as you enter time, which is the birth, eternity is not there, and therefore there must be an end to everything if there is a beginning, which is death. So because it starts, it also ends. Time is the home of the body too, which comes into existence with birth and leaves it with death. Everything that is not in eternity comes and goes, so if it comes, it must leave at some point. Also having an end is reassuring. You don’t know when it happens, but you know that it will happen and that it’s how the body will end. Also you have to have goals and projects for the future, for you to be busy and you have to know!

So, not knowing is a terrible affirmation for the ego, it’s its disappearance. For it’s by knowing anything that it defines itself. So you always need to know everything! And it’s because it’s incapable of knowing that it wants to know so much. It knows that there is something that it doesn’t know and that is intolerable for it. So it makes education service and schools, etc… and it values a lot the power of knowing. For not knowing is its dread.

Yes, it’s so funny for I’m experiencing that right now, seeing how there is a part of me that wants to make sense of all that, and reasoning, and trying to understand all what I’m typing and I feel my mind is becoming confused, and I don’t know where it’s going. It’s like it’s erasing as it’s typing. So it’s a wonderful way for me to enter directly into the experience of it and keep surrendering to it. It’s so great!

Yes, it’s wonderful. The more you’ll just drop in the experience, the more it will flow. You don’t have to know anything, know the words, to understand the logic, nothing. Just trust and let it go, let everything go the way it goes, and be surprised. That’s the fear, not knowing… but how many times did you experience just taking one step and living moment by moment, not even keeping your mind on this moment, but just being so attentive to what you were doing that you totally forgot everything, that you forgot time, eating, sleeping, or other things that were not aligned with the purpose you were following at that moment. And that felt very natural. You didn’t have to make any effort to be in that state of mind; it was very easy, flowing and natural, because it is your Nature. You are not in time. Your Nature is not in time. And when you enter fully this Moment, the Now, that’s what happens, everything that is not true, just drops. There is no thought about it. As if it never existed. And you are not afraid in those moments, because it seems so natural. You’re afraid only when you think about it, when you think about having to wake up and what would be the consequences of it. But when you just are… already, living fully this Moment, not resisting to anything, just Being, entering Eternity, there is no fear, because there is nothing to drop, to give up, to let go of. There was never anything, and there is no thought about anything else; there is just This. And This, is everything, Now and forever, without a doubt, for doubt doesn’t exist in this Moment. There is no lack in this Moment, no questioning. There is only Certainty. And everything reflects that. Isn’t it?

Mmmh… yes… Yes, it happens a lot, in many many different situations, and absolutely, nothing is missing. It’s actually when there is a thought that something is missing that suddenly there is a missing feeling. It’s like the thought makes the experience related to the thought!

Yes, exactly. The thought that you are a body makes the experience of being a body, without it there is no experience of the body. When you don’t think of it, how can you say it’s there? If you don’t think about death, how can you say that it exists? If you don’t think about the fear of losing something, do you feel the fear? And that is not happening in the future, it’s happening in the moment you have the thought, even if the thought itself is talking about a fear in the future, the thought is happening now. And to avoid living that fear now, it will talk about the future and what if… and all the potentials regarding that thought. It will talk to go in the future consequences instead of staying here with the fear that arose and living it, being in it and seeing it for what it is, nothing. It will make a whole story of it, to avoid now.

And that’s exactly what happens with the fear of the loss of the body. For to lose it, it would need first that you would be the body or have a body. Which cannot be true for Who You are is not in time. Who You are is eternal and cannot die. Who You are is unlimited and cannot be contained in anything that would limit it.

Wow, awesome! Everything! Thank You sooo much!!!!!