Releasing the symbol of marriage - Guided dissolution

Wow, what a journey!
Here I am sooooo full of Gratitude for all that is Given, for Erik and all that we went through together, for the Beauty and Profoundity of the undoing of the idea in a separate self!

Here is probably the last post that will happen on this blog, as Erik and I just entered to the court in CA, the papers signed for a summary dissolution, which is another way of getting a divorce, to which I was guided! Wow, how surprising you might think. What happened?

Actually how joyful is the experience I am in... Nothing happened! The marriage has served the Purpose it was intended for... awakening to our True Nature. We never knew what was in the Plan, but our vow was a marriage to God, to follow the Guidance of the Spirit and to have Awakening as primary Purpose! We knew and were real about it, that it could end any time! No different than any other marriage, except that we were very aware of it, and also that if it was the case, it wouldn't be coming from a conflict but from Guidance and Love!

Several months ago, I received the Guidance that it was time, that we were to each go our way. I could feel it coming... The biggest part of me was all for it, but I could see a subtle desire to stay in the comfort and the ease of our relationship. One day, as I was talking to a friend about it, I had this vision of Erik and I taking the step and being in such a state of Joy, that I ran in the room where he was and told him "It is time, we have to take that step! I know that at a logical level, it makes no sense, but I've seen and felt the Joy and I need to trust that. I'm a bit scared, but I feel that is the direction" and so it was. Erik wasn't full of joy at that time, but could feel something in what I was sharing. We decided together that when the time to fill any paper would come, we would both feel it and wouldn't do anything before that!

Although this was really clear in our minds, nothing really changed. As there is such a certainty in our minds, that the Love we feel for each other has nothing to do with each other and will never stop because the bodies are not together or because our seeming marital status changes. We know in such a deep way that this Love is beyond everything and is unbreakable! And that's what was revealed through our marriage... to constantly go beyond the form, to recognize the Love that never changes, that is untouched by anything.

Since that day, all the steps, as for the marriage, were Given us in perfect timing! I would even say in wondrous, miraculous ways... and there is absolutely no sense of sacrifice, or loss in any way!
If anything it is even more Love and more Joy that is present.

And for me, all the letting that occurred in these last couple of months with absolutely everything leaves nothing but Gratitude and a deeper Recognition of the I that I Am! It's shining brightly and with that comes a Certainty that what I Am is not of this world, and really that the world holds nothing that I want!

Thank You God for creating us Perfect, at your Likeness and Unchangeable!

Forever Grateful and In Love
Armelle

"Just Relax" in Belgium

Here is a session from the recent gathering with David (and Armelle translating) that we were at in Belgium in which I opened up with my song, "Just Relax".  Enjoy...

Already Home

"You are at home in God, dreaming of exile but perfectly capable of awakening to reality." - A Course in Miracles (T-10.I.2:1)

"You dwell not here, but in eternity. You travel but in dreams, while safe at home." (T-13.VII.17:6-7)

Enjoy this song as a nice, healing reminder...

More Music!

I just finished uploading a bunch of mine and Armelle's older recordings to Soundcloud.  Feel free to download them to your computer, share them, or just enjoy them by yourself... :-)

It's Only Me

A song I wrote about accepting responsibility for my life in the deepest possible way...

"You are the dreamer of the world of dreams. No other cause it has, nor ever will."  - A Course in Miracles (T-27.VII.13:1-2)

Circle of Life

Touched from the inside
when I look in your eyes
suddenly I become blind
and see with my heart
what a bright spark
shining like a star

I See you and laugh...
and again touched in the Heart!
The One seeing the One
Unending circle of Life

...
♥
AweM'L

Délivrée... (Wave of Inspiration 3)

Je ne peux m'arrêter

des que je pose ma tête sur l'oreiller

je l'entends chanter

tous ces hymnes colorés

je n'ai de pensée

ces mots

coulent à flots

tel des hymnes libérés

de voix je n'ai pas

mais j'emboîte le pas

de ce qui s'écrit

mais jamais ne se dit

non je ne sais pas

comment ni pourquoi

j'entre dans la danse

et tout prend un sens

des lettres s'accolent

des mots alors se forment

quel beau procédé

que celui de créer

ne rien y comprendre

le laisser filer

quand vient la suivante

juste la laisser s'échapper

encore et encore

sans en voir le corps

et le résultat,

ça n'en parlons pas

qui en jugera?

il n'y a que moi!!

un dans le décor

marchant sur le bord

tombera, tombera pas

... mais qui sera là?

♥

ArT m'L :)

Revealed... (Wave of Inspiration 2)

Lightening in my eyes

In the dark night

Stars in the sky

On the black background

Painting on the shore

Of the beach of love

Here I am I fly like a dove

And when the wind blows

As a feather I flow

Nothing to compare

This feeling inside

I go, I depart

But never leave the start

Here I am, full and empty in the core

No room to want more

The speaker found its door

Resting in the Heart

Its voice quiets down

Quiet peace

Meets

Peaceful stilness

Here I am your Altess

<3 o:p="">

Awe M'L

Waves of Inspiration 1

Dans le noir de la nuit

Mes yeux ne voient point

Ils sont aveugles

Mais mon Coeur, lui, sait

Il parle pour trois

Le Père, le Fils et le Saint-Esprit

La sainte trinité..

L’aimé, l’aimant et ce qui est aimé

À jamais inséparé

Il parle de toi, le bien-aimé

Tant recherché

Il parle de moi, qui voit mais ne dit pas

Car de mot il n’a pas

Ce silence si intense

Parle bien plus fort

Que la sirène la plus forte d’un bateau quittant le port

Et simplement, il est là

Rien, non, il n’est besoin de rien faire

Le repos bien mérité

Du guerrier fatigué

La toile blanche du drapeau

Frappée par le vent

Chante doucement

Le chant de la Paix

Tout est là

Rien de plus

Plénitude immense

Vide de tout sens

La Vie, pas à pas

Qui de l’au-delà

Ne sait juste pas...

Découverte

Recouverte

Étiquette

Décollée

Le paradoxe permanent

De l’impermanence incessante

Incontrôlée, incontrôlable

Insensée, inlassable

L’éternité

Qui de tout temps

N’a cessé d’être,

Tout simplement, le Moment Présent

Quelle belle pièce!

<3 p="">

ArT m'L

The Life of The Buddha

Here's a great documentary we watched the other night about the life of Buddha, followed by a talk that David Hoffmeister gave ABOUT the movie. I highly recommend both if Enlightenment is a subject that interests you, as David goes into great depth about how Enlightenment can be experienced, as well as the relationship between Buddhism and A Course in Miracles.

Enjoy!

The Life of The Buddha:
http://youtu.be/CeQoeNH70fk

David's Spreaker talk:
http://www.spreaker.com/user/davidhoffmeister/talk_after_movie_the_life_of_budda